Tension

Dah nak dekat sebulan aku duduk rumah atok aku, pindah dari teman-teman aku di kondo Bukit Pandan 2. Ada kalanya aku rasa happy duduk sini. Dapatlah tolong apa yang patut. But ada kalanya memang tension.

Kenapa? Pasal aku duduk dengan orang-orang tua, yang kurang mengerti perasaan remaja macam aku ni. Entahlah, hari-hari ada sahaja kedengaran leteran/bebelan semua. Dulu memang banyak ditujukan pada aku, masa aku sekolah menengah kat sini. Sekarang adik-adik aku pulak yang kena tempiasnya. Kasihan.

Aku tahu, mereka memberi nasihat untuk aku menjadi seorang manusia yang berguna, bukan aku sahaja, tetapi untuk adik-adik aku juga. Alhamdulillah, aku bersyukur dibesarkan di sini. Tetapi adakalanya aku rasa tension.

Contohnya seperti situasi di bawah:

*Aku sedang memakai headfon sedang melayari beberapa laman sosial di Internet sambil mendengar lagu

Opah menyuruh aku simpan kain baju di dalam bilik yang telah siap dilipat. Pada kebiasaanya, aku memang tak dapat nak dengar apa-apa bila dah pakai earfon, so minta maaf sangat2 la. Jadi opah mula meninggikan suara memanggil aku, tetapi masih tidak kedengaran. Adikku pula memberi isyarat dan isyarat tersebut dilihat oleh aku, lalu lantas membuat apa yang patut (mengangkat kain yang dilipat masuk ke dalam bilik). Apa yang terjadi lepas tu? Buka sahaja earfon keluar dari telinga aku, mulalah kedengaran suara ungkitan yang memang menyebabkan aku sakit hati sangat-sangat.

"Baju kamu orang basuhkan, sidaikan. Pastu Opah lipatkan."

Padahal yang marah sebenarnya opah kerana puncanya aku tak dengar dia panggil pasal aku pakai earfon. Kenapa mesti diungkit-ungkit semua itu? Jika tak ikhlas nak tolong tak payah tolong takpe..aku pun sehari sehelai baju sahaja, jadi hujung minggu aku boleh basuh sekali gus. Tak perlu basuh hari-hari.

Aku bukan jenis yang tak menolong ke apa, memang aku tolong, inilah tujuan utama aku kembali balik ke rumah Opah ni, dengan harapan keadaan di sini berubah. Walaupun sepertinya dah berubah sedikit, tapi kesan-kesanya masih ada pasal adikku masih bersekolah di sini.

Biasalah budak sekolah, memanglah degil sedikit. Kena cakap banyak kali baru nak buat. Itu memang lumrah alam, kita sebagai yang tua kena selalu ingatkan yang muda. Itulah tugas aku, sebagai abang untuk tengok-tengokan adik aku. Opah aku makin tua. Nanti kalau aku tak jaga adik aku, siapa lagi?

Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kesabaran untuk terus berada dalam rumah ini.
"Yang semua pahit itu adalah ubat, tetapi kesannya memang manis kelak." :)

P/S: Aku memang suka nak praktikkan pakai earfon, aku tak suka dengar bebelan, leteran, lagi-lagi di bulan Ramadhan ini.

Awek, Bini, Isteri, Pasangan dan seumpama dengannye.

Hahaha, u all rasa siapa la yang bertuah tu kan. Jadi awek merangkap bini aku. haha.

When I post my status on fb like this:
Muhammad Sobirin is married xD.

People like "wow", "sape sape sape?", "WTF?".
But I like to mention Fik's comment:
"Tak mungkin, kau gay."
I was like LOL!!!. and the comment is liked by Syazwan, cibai dowh korang. T.T

Actually, my new wife aka. girlfriend is my motorcyle, EX5-WNH 1824. :)
Although it is second handed, I was totally, instantly, love that thing. I will take care of you sayang, make sure you give your best in return. :)

I bought that bike around 2 weeks ago, for RM2200. Wow, that's cheap, compare to the second hand bike at the motor shop. Why too cheap? It is because I bought it from a friend. I guess that settled my transportation problem for now.

I always love to ride a bike, and the "Born to Ride" suits me best. I'm actually don't enjoy driving instead of riding, but who knows, when I have a car I come to like to driving also. I hope that will happen coz i know driving skill is important too.

Enough rambling about my bike. Now I start to miss what my life used to be, which life with my friends in rumah sewa in Cheras. Now I don't stayed with them anymore, I stayed with my grandmother instead, because to watch over my lil brother and sister as they lived there. I was heavy hearted to leave that house and my friends that I already assume them as my siblings, my family. No more badminton hangouts, snooker hangouts, dota hangouts, argh!!! that so much to miss about! :(

The sunny side is, when I lived my grandmothers I can save money a bit, as I don't need to buy dinner, because I'm eating grandmother's cooking in the night. Hehehe. But still I'm not used to this life, not that I haven't lived with my grandmother. I had spent my high school life mostly in my grandmother's house. It's actually it's been a while since I lived there, and I need to adjust my life back when it's used to be. But God knows, I missed my rumah sewa siblings, as I'm know they missing me too. After all, I'm not the one who easy to forget of am I? xD

The time files so fast, now it's five days more to Ramadhan. For all the muslims out there, I wish "Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan". This month there is no Satan, all Satan had been chained and we only have to face one enemy, ourselves (hawa nafsu). I hope that we can get through this month gladly, with flawless, InsyaAllah. :)

Okay, I think that's all for now. Got to get to my work in this boring and hot office xD Later.

P/S: This weekend had PC Fair, I like to go there because I want to register for internet, to make my Grandma's house less boring. hahaha. :)